001: love

001: love, originally uploaded by light paintbrush.

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this first day of the year went by rather sluggishly and void of inspiration. today is also my father's birthday. so when we reached the end of sutton high street, passing by almost all shops closed, thus leaving us with no hot scrumptious food that my mother had ideally planned... my mother was in despair. it enveloped her and it was difficult to withstand and definitely not a way to start the new year. long story short this day didn't go as planned at all. but it did end peacefully, watching The Family Stone on television and hot cocoa.

the year-end holiday season is the least accommodating for introspection, despite it being the most appropriate. family affairs of food and gatherings and travelling time leave little space for thought at the end of the day, what with us feeling full and exhausted and with too much noise in the immediate environment. the only time i was able to stop and reflect was before sleeping past 1am on the first day of the year, texting my best friend. or, scratch that, that term doesn't quite cut it (and it has bad memories tied to it anyway), what should i call you maisee?

i did not think much about the people that have come and gone,. i did not think much about the friendships i have lost, found, and restored. i did not think much of my own growth this year - although i think i've done a fair bit throughout, actually.

but i did think of This. This that fills the photograph. and i realize that everything else falls under It. falls into place because of It.

and i don't think there's any better way to start the year than to keep sight of the Light that is going to get us through it.

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i took several shots of this, and managed to cut it down to just two. they were almost identical, except for the slight change in angle. this was chosen because He looks like He's looking up, or rising... instead of looking down.